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ok since my new name is being gay and not letting me update ill update here until they fix the probelm. I just got back from johnathans house. I went down there with brittany. I really am falling for him!! its different from the other guys i promise. He treats me good. He makes me smile. He is so sweet. He is just so funny too. I love the way i feel around him to i feel safe and i have never felt safe with a guy b4. I was always thinking they were up to something but not him. Ok b4 this gets any more mushy im gonna go
xoxo
Susan
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[25 Feb 2005|10:27am] |
im getting sick of this journal... im gonna change it once again and if you wanna be added just comment to this entry cuz if you dont then your not gonna get added to my journal end of story.
xoxo
Susan
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[24 Feb 2005|12:00pm] |
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I feel like such an awful friend to everyone. I seem to feel different, an outsider, and a loner. Even when I'm surrounded by all of my friends I seem to be completely alone. How ironic is that? I have been trying to fix the gap between my friend and me but it just seems to be getting bigger by the day. I don’t know how to fix it. Truth is told it kind of feels good. I hate that I’m drifting away from Brittany because she is my best friend but everyone else it just seems I’m having a new awakening about them. I seriously think I could just die it front of them and they wouldn’t even notice. Maybe I’m growing up and realizing I don’t need to talk to someone just so I’m not alone. I’m getting use to my loneliness. I know that seems so awful to say but wow its true. I rather sit in my room and listen to my music then call anyone. I use to love the phone but now it just seems like a total waste. Half to time the ringer is off because my dad hates the phone so I don’t know that someone called until my mom gets home but when I put the ringer on no one calls anyway. The phone only rings when I’m not home or if someone has no one else to hang out with. I said they all seem to busy for me when the truth is maybe I’m not trying to talk to them anymore that’s why they seem busy. Ya I have been doing an awful lot of thinking over vacation. Well I guess ill see you all at school.
Xoxo
Susan
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[23 Feb 2005|05:17pm] |
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im with johnathan lol!! cant say it enough really cant. So far he is treating me so good. Finally a guy that isnt a totally retard. YEP. i went over his house today and watched movies. It was so great! wow im such a dork. Well not much more to say. I love you all!!
xoxo
Susan
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[20 Feb 2005|06:42pm] |
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i hung out wiht jonathan and jenna today. If you dont know who jonathan is he goes by rainbow too and most of you probaly know who he is. But the funny part was me and jen were down at the park waiting for 2:30 to roll around cuz thats when jon was suppose to get home and we were sitting on a rock near the pool and we see his car go into his driveway. We didnt think he saw us but all of a sudden we hear him yell susan and jenna and he is like walking over ot us lol. It was funny. I think he thinks we are stalking him. lol. BUt jenna is a trobalemaker. She knows i like him and i guess he told her yesterday he likes me so today when i had to go check in with my mom she told him to ask me out he didnt but still jen loves being little miss matchmaker i lover her though. But ya nothing else to write i love you all and sorry if i havent been acting like it.
xoxo
Susan
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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! lol i got a card today from john today and i got a fake gold rose and a homemade card from britt. I gave nikki, danni, and britt there presents and th eonly one that yelled at me for getting them something was nikki. haha i knew she would but thats ok thats kinda why i did it cuz she told me not too lol.
In other news my arms hurt!! i help britt move yesterday up to vernon. HE brother is mean and gave US all the heavy boxes to bring up the stairs. He is a meanie. Yep yep well thats all bye all i love you
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The dance was fun last night! I saw everyone at south that I haven’t seen in a while. I saw Danielle Jacobson, Haydee, Jason, Monique and a whole bunch of people. Thai and me dance a lot. I only danced with Jason a few times even though he was my date lol. Thai had 2 dates and neither of them danced all that much they were kind of boring. I had a little breakdown I think it might have been my bipolar or something kicking in because it came suddenly and it was right after I first danced with Thai so it kind of was weird or maybe it was just everything to do with my feelings for Thai I just don’t know. I am so tired I didn’t get home until like midnight and then I ate and didn’t end up getting to sleep until 2 am then my mom waked me up at 7 am because we had to go do something. But ya that’s like all the happened. Ill talk to you all later. Love you.
Xoxo
Susan
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blah today was just blah nothing intersting happened. So nothing to write about except today john told michelle the lunch lady after she said he should go back out with me ( i had nothing to do with that) he was like im thinking about it. So ya thats all really but ya bye all i love you
xoxo
Susan
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i hate the ppl in my classes they are dumb. I broke down in sciece today cuz everything just hit me like losing everyone and feeling like i getting left behind like something no one needs anymore. I hate that feeling. Jake kinda tried to make me feel better by saying everyone is just busy with their owns things and that just made it worse. JOhn helped though he just listened to me and didnt try to give me a reason on why it feels like im losing everyone he told me ill always have him no matter what and that made me feel better i dont know why but it did. ME and him talked about alot of things today i told him when i think about the day he broke up with me i still feel like crying and everything. Im such a loser. V-day is gonna suck cuz i have no one and i hate having no one on V-day. It just makes me feel so unloved. Pat was flirting with me today and i dont know why. He is an idiot anyway. BUt ya thats all i love you all bye
xoxo
Susan
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XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: how things at home?
Fs0D: better i gess
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: you guess?
Fs0D: yea
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: but ya hows life going
Fs0D: cant complain
Fs0D: yrs?
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: not alot losing all my friends cuz ya i dont ever see them they are too busy with their bfs/gfs
Fs0D: o
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: ya
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: and home sucks right now always fighting with my dad my mom is never home and shit like that
Fs0D: o
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: so my life goes threw ups and downs but mostly downs
Fs0D: o
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: is that all you got to say you dont like talk at all
Fs0D: i dont no wat to say
Fs0D: ive stoped careing
Fs0D: bbout everything
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: why?
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: you gonna answer me?
Fs0D: i dontn o why i dont care
Fs0D: no use any more
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: why isnt there a use anymore
Fs0D: becuz
Fs0D: no eles does
Fs0D: every 1 is so concerned with themselves
Fs0D: n it pisses me
Fs0D: off
Fs0D: thts kinda wat my pro if about
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: i care about all my friends just not myself and i concider you my friend
Fs0D: well u shudnt care bout me
Fs0D: and ty
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: and why not?
Fs0D: no hope for me =/
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: so doesnt mean i dont care lol
Fs0D: well ty nice to no tht sum 1 does care
Fs0D: i gess i cant say i dont truly care cuz in a way tht wud be a lie, but i dont care bout much
Fs0D: but i care bout u to
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: awww thanks
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: thats why we shoulr run away together lol when i have the money cuz i just spent almost all of it on stuff for a dance and i new bedroom set lol
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: n where wud we go agen
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: new york of course
Fs0D: why ny agen?
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: cuz i wanna go to ny lol
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: lets go to vagas
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: no too far lol i dont like traveling
Fs0D: well lets go live in the woods, i wanna live in the woods lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: cuz we would have to take a bus cuz with a plane we have to have a credit card
Fs0D: we cud walk....
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: no it would be too cold in the winter
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: hells no im lazy
Fs0D: il carry u
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: haha thats funny you cant lift me im fat lol
Fs0D: i liefted my friend n he weighs 197
Fs0D: n then i threw him on the ground..
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: but il carry u
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol
Fs0D: juss lets wait a yr or 2
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: all the way to vegas lol
Fs0D: yes
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: sry but no i wouldnt make you do that we would get tickets for a bus if anything
Fs0D: no
Fs0D: i dont want u spenedin money on my account, il run u take bus
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: in a year or 2 i wont have to run away ill be legal to leave my house
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: well i have to wait a yr
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: no you wont ill make sure you you get on the fucking bus lol
Fs0D: no no id go with u def
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: cuz i wont take it by myself
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: but im at the stage where i got ''bad thougths on me mind'' lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol your a boi so there are always bad thought in your mind
Fs0D: and wat if i try sumtin? thts why u gatat bring a bat
Fs0D: i can see i scared u..
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: no i was doing something
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: and no i wouldnt bring a bat lol
Fs0D: lol so wat ud juss hit me
Fs0D: ?
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: no didnt say that
Fs0D: so ud juss let me?
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: prob
Fs0D: u do no wat im tlkin bout right? lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: prob
Fs0D: well wait wat r u thinkin
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol wouldnt you like to know
Fs0D: yes i wud
Fs0D: im thinkin bout wat every guy thinks bout
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: i kno
Fs0D: n wat r u thinkin bout
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: im not telling you
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: well im out
Fs0D: nice tlkin to u
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: ok bye bye luv ya xoxo just remember i care ok
Fs0D: yea... keep this on the downlow but..
Fs0D: lol in a way i gess i love u :-D
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: awwwwwww thanks
Fs0D: yea
Fs0D: juss forget i eversaid tht
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: i wont though and you know that
Fs0D: tht was a mitake me saying tht huh
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: no it wasnt
Fs0D: it wasnt?
Fs0D: lol u no wat eles tho
Fs0D: i can say this beciz it was awhile ago
Fs0D: but back in the day lol, i really loved u , lol more than juss a friend
Fs0D: not sure if it was love lvoe, but i rlly liekd u
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: but why i was always mean to you
Fs0D: not always
Fs0D: n besides, lol i liekda grl who cud kik my ass
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol well all honesty i liked you 2
Fs0D: him
Fs0D: hmm-
Fs0D: lol only if we wernt so stupid n juss told each otha
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol
Fs0D: but in prob wudnt have workd out anyway
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: who says
Fs0D: idk juss a slight ae difference, and then there was a pool....andwen u mix a hot grl with a pool u get slaped with a law suit
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: haha
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol
Fs0D: n then steve wuda kikd my ass n then tht wuda been tht
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: so in a way i gess we were destined to go out
Fs0D: =/
Fs0D: who knows what the future got in store tho...
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol yep werent you leaving though?
Fs0D: well i gess u got me o stay
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: im skilled like that lol
Fs0D: why, u want me to leave huh
Fs0D: i see how it is
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: no i dont
Fs0D: me n danny shud come up to stockholm more often
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: no not danny lol
Fs0D: and wat am i sposeed to do then
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: hang out with me
Fs0D: u gunnahang out with me for 3 hours? l;ol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: sure why not i can get kinda boring though
Fs0D: nah
Fs0D: u interesting
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: not really
Fs0D: yea
Fs0D: u are to me
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: well 2 you
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: i still think yr goth tho
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: im not though
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: ok
Fs0D: punk?
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: no im susan
Fs0D: hello susan
Fs0D: im mike
Fs0D: to bad yr not punk..
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: why to bad
Fs0D: cuz idk why but im rlly into punk grls
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol all honesty i dont give myslef a label except susan cuz well im nothing other then me
Fs0D: well i gess i cud liek susan
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: some dayd i dress "punk" some days i dress "prep" and some days i dress "goth" or "rapper" i wear whatever i like no matter what catogory it falls under
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: i dont like rapper street grl
Fs0D: grls
Fs0D: or w/e they calld
Fs0D: sadly im labeld
Fs0D: :-(
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: brb
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: ok back
Fs0D: k
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: what are you labeled?
Fs0D: as a ''odd loner tpye person''
Fs0D: idk why
Fs0D: but i dont wwanna be labeld
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: well sometimes you may not be labeled you just think you are
Fs0D: well ppl tell me im odd all the time
Fs0D: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: so what
Fs0D: and i go wanderin in a cemetery once or twice n ppl think ima loner
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: lol
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: i would do that
Fs0D: o i thought i was only 1
Fs0D: peacful during day
Fs0D: at sunset tho its spooky
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: ya i kno
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: and sry if i get kicked off and dont come back my comp is being gay
Fs0D: ok'
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: ok nvm that lol it fixed it self
Fs0D: lol
Fs0D: bah ima go take a shower any way
Fs0D: c ya susan
Fs0D: =D
XXcHaInEdEvIlXXX: bye lyl xoxo bye
Fs0D: i lvoe u , lol bye
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not much to be writing about cuz nothing has changed i still wish i was someone else or something. This dance is gonna be pure horror cuz i know something is gonna start cuz somehoe knowing thai he will see my leg and he will just start yelling at me. IM glad my dress is long though and im glad i have somewhere to be other then home cuz home is turning bad again. NOthing can ever be going right at the same time there is always something wroung. When im happy something always happens. At least now i cant bring anyone down or hurt anyone cuz im nto with anyone so i dont need them to think they need to stay with me so i dont go crazy. Life sucks then you die. Sorry guys about the depressing entries it just how i feel lately.
xoxo
Susan
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Im losing everyone. Jake is too busy with his slut of a gf misty to even say hi to me anymore. Britt v is gone I don’t ever see her or even talk to her. Nikki is in different weeks so I never see her and if I do its only for like 10 min. Bert is moving so I wopnt see her except in school and we cant really talk about anything in school. My mom I sowrking all the time so I don’t ever see her long enough to talk with her. Thai goes to south so I don’t see him I talk to him but only for like 20 min cuz that’s all I can be on the phone for. Kristy is like never at school and even when she is I don’t see her cuz she is in different weeks. John is there for me but I have been so busy trying to hid things from ppl I don’t talk about my problems really.Liz I don’t even talk to nevermind see she like dissappears during the school year or she is too busy with chris. I barely can talk to the ones I do see cuz they arent real close friends. I fucking hate it. I need to stop smoking and I have been trying to stop cutting but neither is working very well.im going fucking crazy I think I might ask my mom to put me back in the hopital if bert moves cuz she is the only one that keeps my sane and if she leaves I don’t know what ill do. Why do I have all these stupid problems why cant life go back to the way it was in 7th and 8th grade when I was happy truly happy. My brother tim is back so he is causing all these bullshit problems yet again and I hate him for that his kids don’t remember me cuz of him. His kids don’t have a father cuz of him. His kids are gonna be so screwed up cuz of him. Damnit I fucking hate whinning about my problems but I need to get them out or im gonna explode and have a nervous breakdown or something. I hate myself cuz this always happens to me I always find myself getting into problems. Well I think I should go or my parents are gonna ask whats wroung so im gonna go buried myself in blankets and take a sleeping pill and just hope I don’t wake up
Xoxo
Susan
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Body: To all the guys out there, you have to read
this.. (girls read this too!)
This might happen to you and your girlfriend.
So treasure every waking moment knowing
that
she's still there for you. If you won't do it...
who
knows....
this couldve happened to her..its sad that you're
not there to fight for her.... After reading this
story,
tell your girlfriend/boyfriend how much they
mean
to you and how much you love them. You'll
never
know... this might be the last time.........
Jane is a typical college girl who enjoys life
to
the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much
and
texts him every now and then.
Mark is Jane's boyfriend who works in a call
center
in los angeles. He's always busy doing so many
things. He only manage to reply to Jane's
texts
when he got off from work.
One time mark received a message from
jane : "hi
baby! how are you? i miss you! call my house when u get home..take care! i love you!"
mark ignored the message because he
always
receive the same message whenever it is
time
for
him to go home from work.
"baby, i miss you..did u eat yet?! take care when you get home! ill be waiting for your call..i love you!"
"baby, where are you?! its unfair that you dont reply to my texts... well, im just gonna wait for your call..i love you!"
Mark reaches home and lay on his bed. The
last time he knew is that he's reading Jane's text.
He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to
return jane's call. He can still hear his phone
beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on
the message.
When he woke up the next day, he remembers
that he needs to call Jane. He ignored the
messages and dialed Jane's .. No one's answering in
her house. He called up her cellphone and he
was surprised that her father answered the call. In
his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart
tearing apart.
"Mark, why havent you called?. Jane was waiting for your call all night!"
"Dad im sorry. i fell asleep being so tired from work... i was calling ur house but no one was answering. where are you? so i can come over."
"Just meet me at jane's house."
Mark went to Jane's house and much to his
surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The
house
were so lighted but you can see the gloom on
every person you'll meet there. He was
greeted
by
Jane's mom on tears. She hug him tight
and cried on his shoulders.
"Jane was waiting for you. She didnt come with us because she was waiting for your call. She was killed by robbers that broke in our house.
Shes gone, Mark. She's gone."
"thats impossible..she texted me..how could this happen!"
Mark can't look who's inside the coffin. He
can't
move and it feels like his whole body is
stuck
on
the chair hes seating on. He wanted to cry but it
seems that something is blocking his tears
to
fall
down. He turned to his phone and read the
messages of Jane.
"baby, im not coming with my mom and dad..im just gonna wait for your call.."
"baby..im so scared... it seems like theres someone downstairs..please call me now!"
"babe..someones here..they might kill me..please call me now, where are you? i need you here..."
"baby.... i love you!..."
He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true
that
Jane is waiting for his call. Up to her last
breath
she only thinks about him.
He stared at Jane inside the coffin. Suddenly
tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He
can't
say
anything. The only words he uttered...
"My baby, i'm so sorry! I could have known, i
could
have fought for you! i'm really sorry! I love you
so
much!"
Now, post this right after u've read it.. if u
don't
something bad will happen 2 ur loved one
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please answer these
if your not an LJ user, just go anonamous and put your name as the subject
i want EVERYONE to do these, please..
i asked niceley.
1. Are we friends??
2. Do you think i'm ok, cute, hot, or sexy??
3. Do you want to hang out??
4. If I had no where to go, would you take me home for the night??
5. Would You let me sleep in your bed?
6. Would you be there sleepin right next to me??
7. Can we take showers together??
8. Do you want to kiss me??
9. If i needed someone to talk to, and you were with all your friends, would you take the time to listen to me??
10. Would you go out with me??
11. What do you think of my personallity??
12. What would you do if you had me alone??
13. Are you goin to repost this, so i can answer these questions for you too??
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I want all boys to die (except the gay ones). I hate them all. I honestly do. The one guy that I wish would never do anything to hurt me (thai) ripped out what is left of my heart and stomped it and threw it against a wall. I hate it so much. Im seriosly done with guys for a while. They are so stupid! GRRRRRRR! No more guys im sick of getting hurt. Im so stupid. I regret it but I cut again I know I shouldn’t of but I did. I probaly going to this miltary ball thing with my friend jay and thai is gonna be there too with his date. So I deff need to get a long dress so my cuts don’t show. Im gonna try being nice to thai date cant promise anything though cuz you all know how jealous I can get and trust me you aint seen nothing yet. I probaly will be just a mean bitch to her. She will hate me oh well so sad *tear tear* Yep yep and I might even end up in the bathroom crying who knows. I hope I don’t but I probably will cuz that kid means so much to me and seeing him with another girl is gonna rip me apart. I know it will. I just hope I can hold it in and if I cant im gonna bring makeup remover and shit so I can clean up so he don’t know. Well I have to go im starting to cry and I don’t wanna get the keyboard all wet.
Xoxo
Susan
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I wont be updating like ever for a while cuz im grounded. My brother is fag and is the one that got me grounded. He is gonna wish he didn’t do that *evil grin*. John and misty are over now and guess what misty is back with jake did I call that or what I knew that was gonna happen. Tanya is running her mouth about kayla and she is gonna regret it. *stomps foot* stomp stomp kayla lol. Kayla isnt happy and neither am I. I have other reasons though. She told pat she loves him and that pissed me off. I let it go though I don’t need the drama not now anyway. Drama can be fun but too much all at the same time gets annoying lol. Blonde brittnay is back!! Only for a week though next Friday is her last day at voke cuz she is going back to baypath. I found out she wasn’t at pelliter she was right down the street from me at a group home lol. No wonder she didn’t write back to me. I really missed her but im not gonna get to attached to her again cuz she is leaving and this time its for good. L L L L I hate that she is leaving but ill live I cant win all the time. I am actally happy now and i havent been for a while it’s a major change for me. I think im starting to drift away from everyone of my friends cuz I have been spending too much time with pat. When we all went to the mall on the half of day I was suppose to be hanging out with pat, john, ari, brittany c, jake, holly, and loads of other ppl but in all honesty I was only hanging out with john, pat, ari, and jake. I was only really paying attenison to pat though. When I got home I was upset cuz I felt like I was ingoring everyone when I really wasn’t trying to I hope you all get that I wasn’t trying to ingore you I just did accedentily. One of these days ill make it up to you guys we will have a sleepover of a trip to the mall just us girls and leave the guys at home. Yep yep ill make sure of it. NO BOYS ALLOWED!! When im off groundation im gonna see if you guys can sleep over cuz my room is clean and we will have fun. We will do all kinds of girlie stuff like makeovers, talking about boys and all the normal girl stuff just because we can and we need to have a girl day. Yep Yep we do. Lol I g2g though I love you all bye
xoxo
Susan
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